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Holding Back

Knowing yourself deeply is both a blessing and a curse.

I allow myself to read as much as I can and because of this I live much of life between pages, but this is the only indulgence I can allow.

If I were to allow myself to drink or do drugs, I’d be an addict. If I were to allow myself to take down the walls of my sadistic side, I’d scare myself and my partner. If I allowed myself to indulge my emotions, I’d laugh like a wild person and I’d cry until I dried up. If I loved to the fullest extent of my heart it would smother the ones I adore. If I spoke without sensor my thoughts would shock both liberal and conservative, judgemental and accepting.

I often feel like I’m an addict without an addiction, but only because I don’t relax. I keep a tight control wherever I’m able.

There’s a strong urge and desire to overindulge in life; to bite into existence until I draw blood. It overflows in a way I can’t explain and in moments I think the dam may burst I jump into a book; into a different existence, until I’m in control again. I do this for myself and for others.

I have always overwhelmed people. I’ve been labeled as “too much” and “too (insert adjective)” most of my life.

Truly; they have no idea.

What you see is a pond. What you don’t see is the width and depth of an ocean.

Be glad I hold back the tidal wave. Be glad I don’t relax and “just be.” The tsunami of me would leave you shocked, blinded, beaten, and breathless.

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Acceptance, Addiction, Anxiety, bdsm, Blunt Talk, Book, Books, Control, Controlled Chaos, Crazy, Desire, Holding Back, Indulgence, Judgement, Life, Living, Love, Needs, Overwhelming, Passion, Primal, Read, Readers, Reading, Reality, Self Control, Self-acceptance, Self-aware, Self-realization, Sexuality, Too Much, Uncategorized

Stalkers Wanted!! Come Take A Peek!

I’d love to share with you my passion for books; most especially romances of all kinds. I love to share Kindle freebies and sales, giveaways and contests, new releases, reviews, blogs you should check out, and some “just for fun” stuff.
Follow this blog and also my twitter where you can find loads of great info!! https://www.twitter.com/AuthorMoniqueP
Come tell me what you’re reading and what you think my followers should check out for their next steamy read!!

Happy Reading!
Monique P.

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A Bit of Smut, A Bit of Sweet

Here’s a little taste of one kind of thing I like to read and write. If it’s not your kind of thing feel free to scroll down to the adorable chihuahua and say hi to my sweet Princess Daisy.

    “Each touch scorches its way to the very center of us both. Sweat drips onto heated skin. The sound of need reverberates through the room as we inch closer to the threshold of release.
    My eyes are closed tightly even though I was not ordered to do so. I want only to feel, to float here on the edge of my breaking point until my master decides I will burst into a million stars of ecstasy.”

Happy Reading, Loves!
Monique P.

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Adults Only, bdsm, Books, Desire, Erotic, Erotica, Passion, Reading, Romance, Sex, Writing

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